@Alwayslearning, I missed the Thursday check in again….one day maybe I'll make it here on time, and the teal tuesdays. We got back from California last Friday, since we got home my son has been sick, I took him to er on Monday as he wasn't really eating and had been in bed since we got home on Friday and that is totally not him even when he is sick he is usually up and about and still eating….so I knew he was sick. He's an adhd'er and autism so he doesn't know rest, Lol. Well, he has a little pneumonia, so antibiotics for a week. I got a small cold, cough and congested but not as bad as him.🙏🏻. That aside, my son had a great time, he handled everything so well and loved the trip. He kept telling me how we needed this trip after this year, I was so happy to make memories for him that he will always have. As much as I loved doing this trip with him and my husband I found myself at times getting tearful because I would let the dark thoughts enter the conversation in my head that I would then have to push away. So I tried to focus on the fun in the happiest place on earth!
'I had my appt with my oncologist when I got back and reminded her I hadn't received the info for hrd testing so I have been working on getting that done thru Myriad genetics. I thought we were going to start the meds but she then said she will send me the test info and she wasn't concerned of me starting zejula more then 12 weeks post treatment and we could wait for the results first. As if negative then the side effects would out way the benefits. So I guess I am going drug free for now until I find out my hrd results and go from there. I'm will have bloodwork before the new year in hopes I get a ct scan in January to follow up my lung nodules. I am still feeling pretty good, so fingers crossed for a long remission period. I honestly scared of reoccurrence, I'm sure we all are.
I am still trying to get out walking everyday, have been a little lazy after the holiday as we were walking 20000 steps a day all week, I crashed when I got home. Lol. I did go out for a walk this morning and actually tried jogging short bursts, every other lamp post was my markers, I did about 5 rounds so I'm proud of that. I'm not a runner at all, but it felt good to be able to do that!
hope everyone has a great weekend!
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