I don't ever seem to be able to log on for Teal Thursday because Thursday seems to be the day when all the things happen! So wanted to share an update.
After 3 rounds of chemo, surgery, and 6 more rounds of chemo I am officially done. My latest CT scan still shows a couple of what they are calling peritoneal carcinomas, but they haven't changed in months. Everything else in my body is either normal or unremarkable. My team is happy with these results – I am a little nervous. My surgeon is also slightly perplexed by the results as she is super confident they got everything during surgery. I trust her implicitly so am going with it.
To celebrate the end I got a henna crown on my bald ass head. It was my daughter's idea and it was an absolutely wonderful experience. I felt like a princess. It was very empowering and I had a good little cry after it. I think I managed to share a picture
I'll be starting Zedjula this coming week if my blood work is good. A positive HRD score is 42 and my score was 40 so my team said "that's close enough". I've seen some mixed reviews about the side effects so I guess we'll see. I'm starting at 200 mg per day and we'll adjust from there if required. It's been 5 weeks since my last chemo treatment and I'm feeling really quite good so I'm dreading it a bit.
Overall I'm very relieved, but also very nervous and scared to be done treatment. I've been told by more than one mental health professional that this is normal. I'm itching to get back to work, but they want me to be stable on the Zedjula first, so I'm not cleared to go back until June. In the meantime I'll need to find more things to do that isn't sitting around thinking about stuff. I've signed up for a bunch of Wellspring classes and my golf season starts the last week in April so that is super exciting!
Hope everyone has a wonderful Easter weekend.
Jenn.