Hi there @cbot, I'm so sorry to hear you're having a tough go of it. Is this your first time undergoing a chemo series? It can be very a frightening and unnerving experience for sure! (I was more terrified of the chemo than of the cancer itself, and that's the truth!). I think it would be wise to discuss your thoughts and concerns with your medical team and to draw upon their experience in treating patients with similar cancers to yours - and I wish I could tell you that my cancer is clear cell too, but it's not (its high grade serrous carcinoma, stage 3c).
I DO know though that there ARE other women here who have clear cell carcinomas. Perhaps @MarilynOCC or @flowergirl can put you in touch with one of them. (fyi, by typing the "@" symbol in front of someone's username, you 'link/send' your comment to them directly, so both Marilyn and Flowergirl - site managers - will receive a copy of this message and I'm sure one or both of them will reach out to you soon to suggest someone you can talk to who also has a clear cell carcinoma).
The low neutrophils and peripheral neuropothany you describe are really common occurrences during chemo, as you likely know. Regarding the neuropathy, perhaps they can lower the dose (if you decide to stay on the chemo) in order to avoid that side effect. I struggled with painful neuropathy too (hurt too much to walk on my feet) but after they adjusted my dose it didn't bother me again. Keep the faith until you can hash things out with your oncologist(s).... and know that whatever choice you make, we're all pulling for you! Warm wishes, M.