@Strongwoman @Fearless_Moderator
Hi and thanks to both of you for your support and interest.
I'm doing pretty well at the moment. Mostly feeling gratitude for having a treatment plan and for having even the possibility of hope for SOME time, however long that might be. Interesting how quickly expectations have changed and how the idea of maybe a couple of years now seems like a total gift.
I'm the kind of person that thrives with a challenge, and this is definitely that!
It's also an adventure, in the sense that I have NO idea what will happen.
Truly one day, one moment at at time.
I talk such a good game about living in the present moment, and now it's time to walk that talk :D
I know that the road ahead will be fairly brutal, and I know that I will have times in which I will struggle, but at the moment I'm in Let's Get the Show on the Road mode, and my peeps are in that frame of mind too. Team Petra is getting geared up :)
Brief details: I have HGSC, Mullerian origin, probably fallopian tube, most of the cancer is peritoneal, very little ovarian involvement, peritoneal nodules are not huge or numerous, but unfortunately placed: liver, stomach, bowel, as well as omentum, so I am not a great candidate for primary debulking surgery and instead will do 3 rounds of carbo and paxol to hopefully shrink the nodules and make for an easier surgery. Am opting for intraperitoneal chemo as well as IV chemo following surgery - I think that part is going to be pretty nasty but also intuitively makes a lot of sense to put the chemo where the tumours are so am gung ho on the idea.
When they do the surgery and have a lot of tissue samples available, i am going to send the samples to a lab for genomic and biomarker testing in preparation for the expected return of cancer and the hope of getting in on some clinical trials at that point.
But one step at a time, and right now what I am doing is eating some lunch to keep up my strength :)
Thanks for your support!