Next week is chemo #3. They don't know yet if it's helping at all or if I have hi or low serous ovarian cancer. They don't know if there is a genetic component. I haven't asked for a prognosis because most of what I read is grim. It's stage 3C started in ovaries, has spread all over the peritoneum and many organs in there. Surgery #1 was halted once they saw the spread. I'm just feeling so ground down and wondering, why me? I'm wondering if I should get an actual prognosis or would it just depress me further. Most of the time, I try to stay positive with a 'I can beat this' approach but sometimes the tidal wave just takes me out.