HI, I am hoping to get some support on how to stay positive. I have a consult date on May 16 and I am having some hard days where I find myself fearing the worst outcomes.
I worry about every little pain I feel that the cancer has spread. My gyno shared that my CT scan and ultrasounds were positive in that, although my tumour is large, grapefruit size, there was no other spread noted in those tests. I am trying to hold on to that hope, but my fears always lead me to worry about spread. It is so hard to wait thru this time prior to surgery which still will be a number of weeks away. How did you all find you coped? Anything help to stay sane and find some enjoyment for parts of those early days??